Motivation
January 2002
The "Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange" funded by DAAD would give me the possibility to realize my dream of studying physics in Nairobi. The following essay explains why in Nairobi, why with the Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange and within that as later in general treats with my motivations.
Why Nairobi?
The life
in Black Africa must be very interesting and also hard to grasp because
of the differences in society, skin colour, climate, food, way of life and
the history of colonization. Kenya is one of the safest countries of the
region, with a good university system and an especially interesting history
as the former gate of the Arabic world to Africa.Its
different religions, tribes, ways of living and beautiful landscape make
it especially intriguing. By talking with friends who have travelled in
that region, from hearing the former exchange students' experiences, and
based on my own attitude I have come to believe that only by studying there
I can get the depth of experience I am looking for.
Living in
Kenya is so important to me because I am looking forward to understanding
the African way of life, to broadening my horizons through contact with people
of a different culture, to experience Kenya and the life of students
there, and to appreciate the life and studies in a Third World country for
a longer time.
The students'
attitude at the University of Nairobi must be great, similar to stundents'
attitude in the late 1960s in Germany, which is a time I admire. I am looking
forward to holding one of these "magic" student cards in my hands, which
former participants have reported about. It is a sign of being part of
the big community of united students. Living in one of those wooden student
homes on the campus as almost all other students do would be nice and interesting.
I like making contact to other students - it especially motivates me. Hopefully,
I will have a good chance to see how it is to live in the student system
in Nairobi, how it is to be integrated and to see how it is to study
in Nairobi - a chance I will not have again.
The unstable political situation, the student system and the difficult day-to-day life does not worry me, it is something I want to experience. The life in the streets, markets, exploring the surroundings of the campus, Nairobi and the landscape - all this motivates me to go there. After the academic year is over or if there is enough free time around Christmas and between the semesters I would like to travel around the beautiful country of Kenya, maybe visit Tanzania and let me guide by hopefully future friends from the University of Nairobi, maybe I could even visit their families outside the cities.
If courses
are offered I would like to learn some Kiswahili to obtain a better understanding
of the Kenyan culture as it manifests itself in normal life and to be appreciated
more by the local people. I want to come in real contact with the people
living and studying in Kenya.
Why the
Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange?
I could
not affort paying the travel expenses, maintenance costs and tuition fees
by myself and so I would appreciate the assistance that the exchange offers.
The Physics Department of the University of Nairobi must be interesting
and different to ours at the Free University Berlin. The courses sound interesting
and are taught in the English language. As the international language of
physics is English, this would only be beneficial to me.
More importantly
is the fact that this exchange is unique and I hope to fulfil the demands
given bystudying in a Third World country (getting
along with an exotic culture, way of live, bureaucracy) and to leave a good
impression through my knowledge, behaviour and appreciation so that it might
lead to strengthening the co-operation with the University of Nairobi, for
instance by developing a two-way exchange.
At the recent
information meeting Dr. Antony Owinoh told us that a major problem for a
two-way exchange is learning the German language. Maybe we could help interested
students by offering tutorials, searching for courses and informing them about our university. It would be great
if I could help persuade Kenyan students to participate in the exchange.
I feel that
through this exchange we can aid Kenya in the development that we have already
undergone - which in our political situation is important so that the gap
between the western world and the Third World does not become bigger.
My Motivations
For further
understanding why I am motivated to study in Nairobi you most understand
by what my life is determined and how this fits together with the exchange
program and the DAAD scholarship:
1) Physics
I have been interested in science since a little child probably due to my mother teaching mathematics and biology at school and my father teaching physics at university. While doing my "Abitur" I had the possibility of studying mathematics, a subject I really enjoy, within a special program of the Free University Berlin. However, I registered to study physics because of the subtle association to our real world we observe and the language "mathematics" which is used for its description. I took more mathematics classes than required and also succeeded well in physics.
In Nairobi,
I would concentrate more on studying properly than in Berlin because of
my appreciation of the DAAD scholarship, because I would be representing
the Free University Berlin and because Iwould want
to gain the respect of the local students.
2) Mountaineering
- Sports
At the age of 12 I started mountaineering and since then I have learned much about abstemiousness, confidence, responsibility and teamwork. I have worked as a guide, instructor, stuntman, made the third place on the North German Masters 2000, have been in the DAV-national team (DAV = German Mountaineering Club) and organize 'Himalayan Expeditions' in Germany, Switzerland and Austria.
The DAAD
scholarship would allow me to take a break form all the work I am doing
outside university, especially I would defer my climbing activities. However,
if time allows and I find local partners from the university, I would join
some sports for training like climbing (maybe as instructor) or running (one
of Kenya's most popular sports). An important motivation for my extreme sport
activities is the search for adventure. By studying in Nairobi I would not
need this adventure because life and studies will be so exotic and interesting
that it will fulfil me.
3) Travelling - different cultures
Since I
grew up between Europe and the USA the world is not so big for me as for
others. Through mountaineering I have travelled in South America (Peru, Chile,
Argentina) and Nepal. Seeing much of the world and different cultures enlarges
my consciousnessand I have got the confidence to understand
other ways of living.
For example,
in Nepal almost everything is different, the religion, the Hindu-Buddhism,
is a part of daily life; in the mountains there are no streets and you see
content sherpas working hard on the fields or carrying heavy loads upto
100 pounds. I have worked with them and they invited me to there homes.
It is strange to get used to some of the peculiarities, for example the
selflessness, a pilar of Buddhism. The more time I spent there the more
normal their basic living appeared, the more I understood their religion
and the more they appreciated me as a equal person and not from a different
and higher caste. Being able to understand and teach attitudes was a great
feeling.
I want to
get more than an impression of a country and that is a reason why I want
to live and study in Nairobi and not just visit the country. At this moment
only the exchange program would give me this chance.
Combination
with Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange
The "Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange"
with the DAAD scholarship would give me the possibility to combine all these
points within studying physics in an exotic, interesting and so different
culture as that of Kenya.
I am motivated because I believe through
the exchange I will gain more knowledge and consciousness and the studies
in Nairobi will be an adventure of mostly spontaneous experiences I yet
can not describe. Not being sure what can happen - this sense of adventure
motivates me.
I can continue my studies in physics
and get the experiences of living in Kenya for one year, without loosing
time in my studies. Afterwards I can judge if I could live and work in a
Third World country, for a charity organisation or maybe at a university
which I would really like to do after studies.
The more I have become occupied with the idea ofstudying at the University of Nairobi the more my motivation has grown and has become a dream that can only be fulfilled by taking part in the "Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange" of the Free University Berlin. I would leave my friends (well only for a year, and they could visit me), my business contacts, my competition career and my job behind. But all this does not matter because I really am so motivated for this exchange out of good and deep attitudes and hope that you give me the possibility to take part in the 2002/2003 "Berlin-Nairobi-Exchange"